I can only sit down and wonder...

What's the use of my blog now?

There's a theory that most bloggers blog because they want to be heard. Some blog under the anonymity of the cyber world, some blog to make themselves known, some blog to keep a memoir, some blog just because they have nothing else better to do. I know my blog started as a response to the last statement. I was sitting down at the office, with no one to talk to, nothing else better to do, and I was somewhat inspired to write.

But then, to keep on writing, it is indeed rather difficult. I have seen and met a few readers whom have moved on since I changed my job, whereby I have less time to mess around with my blog. Heck, my highest readership was when I screwed my bosses in my every post up-side-down and inside-out... But that's just that. I mean, any self loving person would get out of the pit hole they are in as soon as there's an opening, and who in their right mind would stick around and wait for disaster to happen?

Well, now that I'm blogging about happy things, I guess readership's taken their consumerism elsewhere.

Well, the good news is, I'm sort of back in business for now.

My only debate now is that how much time should I be spending on what... I love my job, I love everything that comes with it, except that sometimes, I only reach home when all the lights are out... It's not by choice, nor by obligation, but that just happens. I seriously need to reconsider my priorities I guess...

messed up mind for now...

Money Woes

It's weird these days. everything happening so fast, but things are happening slowly. I know it's a stupid contradiction, but that's how it is for me now. Certain things can't come fast enough, and certain things can't move slow enough.

My days are now filled with odd jobs without a true sense of direction. Maybe it's the nature of my job and I'm experiencing a slow patch in these two months. I know it's good that I do get a break from things, but it does seem weird somehow. I have been busy, but not really. That's the contradiction. I don't have much time to do what I want, but then, I also don't have to rush to do things that come my way. It's weird... I don't know how to explain it...

Money has been weird too. I just experienced a few days of penny-less living, and then all of a sudden, I'm quite well-off now. It's like... weird!

Money that's supposed to some in hasn't, but money that wasn't expected to come, came! Stupendous... Crazy... Unexplainable...

weird...

an old poem

just for the heck of it...

Every meeting has an end,
But that doesn't mean we lose a friend,
Altough we can no longer be together,
We would still have our memories forever.

Sorry...

Apologies for not being in constant update in this medium of my life.

I've been on one hand rather busy with things, making things happen, adapting to changes in job and function, helping people adapt to new systems and helping ease-in paradigm shifts...

Managing things and people aren't easy. Everyone's got their own ideals, and everyone wants to be made happy. So...

Oh, the new cafe thing is up and running in the church lounge, so that's an extra responsibility on my hand. So, that actually explains why I'm not in the office most of the time. And even if I'm around the office, I'd be off my desk in the cafe corner doing things, preparing the food and stuffs for sale.

So my week now consists of handling both people and things...

So, yeah, I guess the blog will have to take a step back in priorities...