LoooOOOooooOOOoooong Time No See

Hi!

It's been so long that I almost forgot the URL to my own blog!

Well, like what they say, a man without any grouse is a man who needs not blog. Besides, with facebook so rampant nowadays, who needs to blog anymore? Life is just so open and transparent to everyone online. Just that people need to log on to the net to know who you 'really' are; Cause in real life, I would ask, "How's things?" and you'd go, "Good..." Then when I read your blog/facebook page/friendster, you don't look so great.

So yeah, I'm dealing with a generation who tells you one thing in person and say a totally different story online.

But that's not why I'm here.

I'm here because I'm at the crossroads of my life again. And only now I feel that I am free to talk about it online. Cause previously, I can't publish such information about my life here in my blog. I have a reputation and an image to upkeep in real life y'know.

Yes, I said crossroads. Like all journeys, my current road has somewhat come to another pitch fork junction. Or should I say that I have came back to the junction before I went into full-time, looking at that same junction where I kind of took a detour almost 2 years ago. I feel that my work in church is done, and my services are no longer needed on a full-time basis. I have given it my all, I have tried it all, I have seen almost all that I needed to see. Now, perhaps it is time to see different things.

In my time, I have set-up new ministries, I have helped build a church, I have turned into a rather people person, I have helped develop a new way of doing things, I have gotten married, I have fully understood the meaning of 'The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away', I have challenged the laws of physics by climbing up the second tier of scaffolding to change a busted bulb, I have driven to a whole lot of places that I would normally wouldn't have gone, I have experimented with music, I have led worship through ups and downs, I have seen people grow in their spiritual life, and I have also seen people fade away, I have been tested to my physical limits, I have been tested to my mental limits, and I am being tested now to my spiritual limits.

But all of that, as the apostle Paul had said, I count as nothing. The road ahead of me is still a blur. I roughly know where to go, but I don't see a clear path.

So all I can do is pray. And ask of you to pray for me.