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It's not funny when you think about your career path, and then you realise that you have hit a dead end after two years into it. Well, some may say that it's actually better that I realised it now better than later.

It's seriuosly demoralising when firstly, you're being told that you aren't good enough for this industry, and secondly, every other interview you go to tells you the exact same thing.

Well, maybe I am really not suited for this industry. So, now, what am I good at?

One of the most scariest things ever you can encounter in life is the seemingly hopelessness that comes from having no direction to turn to.

I mean, I have always had a direction in life. When I was young, my parents would tell me where to put my foot. When i grew older, I started to make my own decisions. Then, when I came out of Uni, I was set on this Copywriting thing. But this time round, I feel that I am seriously heading nowhere.

And as any manager of any team knows (I hope they do) that if you don't set a clear direction, the team goes nowhere. And now, I am heading nowhere.

I hate that.

I have seriously never been this lost before. I have had choices in front of me, it's always take this or take that. But this time, it seems that the only way out is to take a step back.

I wonder where I've gone wrong.