Hi...

Here I am again...

Early morning, logged on to the internet, reading blogs, sending and checking my emails, haven't made my coffee yet, but very very bored at 10am.

I know, it's a dream job of getting paid without having much to do. But this isn't good for me. I haven't really written anything in the past 2 -3 months! All I do nowadays is just two liners, and copy checking. Everything else is just reusable. Everything in inside my working files. Whatever the outlet, whatever the promotion, it's the same grub everytime. I seriously don't feel that I am contributing to anything around here. I need to good read. But then, I can't be seen 'reading' novels in the office. Sigh...

I know, I know... I shouldn't whine when I am not even close to suffering. But then, it really is demotivating to see myself waste away like this. I'm on call the entire time during office hours, and yet, I have nothing to do. It's both frustrating and demotivating.

However, the upcoming interview is going to be so far that I can't see myself doing that on a long term basis. Sheesh... It's like on the other side of the world. Imagine driving down to KL from Sunway, and add another 15 minutes to that! Bandar Menjalara... or however you wanna spell it... It's like freaking far ok... and it's over the Penchala Toll some more... have to pay toll just to get to the office... hhhmmm...

But then, if not now, when?? I need extra income, I need the exposure, I need to work under a senior who can seriously guide me.