Monday, September 03, 2007

I've been living in secrecy

Yes, I've been living in secrecy for a good period of time now. I haven't been sharing my life truly to those around me, and I have been keeping a lot of secrets whereby I am not at liberty to divulge to anyone anywhere.

This is tiring in a sense, cause I can't really have any 'real' fellowship with anyone around me. I have to block off so many things from their knowledge just because it's a secret. My life's been in a limbo lately cause I have been doing things and meeting with people who can directly or indirectly change the course of my life. But all through this, I can't say or tell anything because everything is on a pending kind of stage. Nothing's confirmed, and I can't say anything that will bring detrimental effects to what I have built up so far. One wrong word, or one wrong slip of tongue, and a lot of things may fall and crumble.

Maybe it's one of those things that happen when you get higher up into management.


Anonymous Anonymous said...

And that's what's wrong with being superman.

And that's why you're not Paul.

And that's why I can't try.

And that's why you feel empty.


Blunt, plain and simple.

September 03, 2007 3:45 pm  
Blogger DeGiRL said...

don't worry.. God'll help you through all this.. :)
tell God ur secrets.. literally tell Him..dont sweep it off and say aiyah He me... from experience...tht's one of the worst things to do.. :)

September 03, 2007 4:35 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

SPJ: I don't feel empty... I feel bloated from keeping all this in. hahahaha...

Dg: He knows. Only He knows everything.


September 03, 2007 5:33 pm  

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