Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Suddenly there's hope...

I've been blindly feeling my way around the world of 'financial independance' and yet, I still get a beam of light here and there from my parents. It's a meloncholic thing actually. On one side, I know they still care very much about me, but on the other side, it's kind of telling me that I am not as financially stable as I would've liked.

Well, suddenly, there's a glimmer of light that will take me off this slump. I've found a way out!!! (Will tell you guys about it later... make you keep coming back for more.. muahahaha)


I've actually just realised that I haven't committed my everything to God. A lot of things are left to my own desires and my own perogative. And most of the time, this isn't the right way to go. That's why i keep finding myself in some sort of shit here and there...

I have forgotten the basics of faith, which is to dedicate my entire life to God. From now own, I want to work for God, not for money. When I work, I work for God. When I start work, I shall start with a silent word of prayer. And when I work, I shall work with all my heart, giving only the best. Only then, I will be able to make a difference.

For the past year or so, I've been so engulfed in my own efforts to gain financial independence, and I've been struggling ever since. But now, I realised that since day 1, I have not really acknowledged God as my owner. I have put faith in myself, and my own ability that I have forgotten that God is the Almighty, the all powerful, and He makes all things to work for His glory.

I have been so worried about my direction in life, where I should go, and what I should do for the rest of this short life that is accorded me.

Then, suddenly, out of no where, I see the light at the end of the darkness. There is a way out. And I know that this time, if I want to succeed, then I would need to ackowledge God in everything that I do.

Well, to know more, come back some time later. As for now, I'm signing off to write and adapt my resume and embark on this new project.


Blogger willywilly said...

God wants our obedience to Him more than anything else.

Gamabate in your way of submitting to God ya ;)

And when your financial has stable, yeakyeak.... "i can eat!" :p

haha :)

October 25, 2005 9:05 pm  
Blogger SaDdNesZ.jc said...

Willy: It seems that 'the dinner' is the only thing on your mind hor? ayam....

October 26, 2005 9:24 am  

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