Serving God...

Here's another saying from my list of 'Not-so-Wise' sayings...

"There's nothing that can stop a man from serving his God but himself. Everything else just makes it either harder or easier."

I've grown to love my church so much so that it's become an intergral part of my life. Everything surrounds what I do in church... Working hours need to be adjusted so that I can go to cell group, music practice, and all the what-nots... I've changed jobs partly because of the odd working hours that doesn't let me commit to my ministries...

But now, it all hangs in a balance... I have so much to look forward to at FCC... but yet, I do feel that life in KL is not for me... I am in a race against time to settle down with my lovely girlfriend and start a beautiful family but then, if I continue to run around the maze here in KL, the future's looking more and more bleak... I've been working for a full year now... and I still need financial support from my parents simply because I can't find a large enough paycheck... I know that I can't work for money, but then, how does one survive with the lack of it? And we aren't getting any younger by the day...

sigh...