I hate Mondays...

As usual, Mondays are full of droopy eyed collagues... Maybe it's my eyes that're droopy, seeing everyone/everything else as droopy as well...

It's been a lifeless, meaningless existence on my part of the world, how's yours?

Things have gone bland, and the storm from the previous months have somewhat subsided. My mind has now suddenly gone back to 'auto-pilot'. I still haven't figured my future out yet...

It seems that even after a whole month or so of contemplating, I still cannot see 'the end'...

I mean, I have a lot of short term plans, but so far, nothing solid. I still have yet to find something that I see myself doing until my dying day.

Options are there for the taking, a lot of options in matter of fact, but still no clear direction.

It does seem that for now, I am living a meaningless life. Just searching for 'the truth'... I've been looking... It ain't out there alright...

Meanwhile, let's just eat, and be merry... wait... that too is meaningless...

Oh... by right, I'm due for an increment this month... so, I'm kind of waiting for my paycheck in anticipation to see if there's a little bundle of joy in my envelope.

Bah...